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A Letter to Her

To my dearest heart of my life, stimulating my nerves and spirit to walk through my life. maybe you will not notice this nonsense entry as you may not really care of this blog but i didn't care much. its my intention to just let this blog as a space for me to release my feeling, my emotion, my way of expressing my heart.

i miss you.

it is all what i have in mind. i know you may not feel the same. i dont know. the vibes in my heart always yours. every time. maybe i should be one of what people call "Love Giver". its not that im not happy with us. im happy. trust me. only god knows how much i love you. i once questioned my heart,

"why i love you, why i miss you"

although i've been given u my true heart's voice, i still feels that words, sentence, not enough to express my heart. maybe thats true a great poet said, "thats a lot of things that are not meant to be expressed with words and merely the action of how much i love you. i have done almost anything to show you my feelings. maybe its nothing in your eyes but i swear with the name of Allah the greatest, thats the best i can do as a man.

i wish i am a superman, flown u over the moon. being The Flash to reach u whenever u are, the spiderman to swing all over the city to avoid traffic jam for you and to be The Hulk, protecting u from anything.

but i cant.

i am sorry for being a lousy person, cant cheer u up every seconds.
i am sorry for being boring.

i am sorry for being who i am.
sorry for what i had done that results tears at your chin

im sorry for what i havent done which i need to do, and
i am sorry for what i will do in future which may hurt u.

i am just a normal guy. hoping to be the best for his gurl. to be the hero, the handsomest, bravest, wisest and all good things that end with -est.haha.. i am sorry. what i can promise is i will be me, loving you all my heart with all my strength. i hope my love once again bring smiles and big grin in u, everytime like old times.

"the touch of love will make everybody a poet". but i think im a terrible poet.hahaha...

pardon my english.. :P



selalu mengalah

jelaskan padaku isi hatimu
seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
utk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini...

pertengkaran....
yang terjadi
seperti semua salahku

mengapa selau aku yang mengalah
tak pernahkan kau berfikir sedikit ttg hatiku

mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu...

jgn tnye mcm2...layankan je...~ hahaha..

utk die

sejujurnya....
rasa yang ada di dalam hatiku
tak akan hilang
walau badai derita melanda...

sePanjang cinta kita...mcm2 kte harungi bersama....pahit..manis..segalanya....kte juga manusia biasa...xlari dari melakukan silap dan salah...apatah lg sy yang xsempurna..maafkan segala salah dan silap selama ini..bukan niat hati utk melukan hati awk..sy xmmpu..sy xthu..sy xsengaja melukakan hati awk..mgkin kebelakangan ini kite kurang mesra..mungkin btol ckp awk...api cinta kita yang kita rasa dloo x mcm dloo...mgkin sy slh..sy xckup baek..tp izinkan sy tros berusaha menjadi lebih baek..plz awak...berikut adalah resolusi saya:

  1. cuba utk tidak tanya awak mcm2...mmg sikap sy utk dapatkan jwpn yg sy tnya..tp saya akn cube utk xtnye mcm2..tp awk tolong la jwb ap yg termmpu taw..demi sy..plzz... :)
  2. cuba utk mengembalikan "love spark" kite
  3. cuba utk kuruskan badan 8-)
  4. cuba membahagiakan awk setiap masa
  5. cuba utk jaga mulut saya utk tidak sebut mende2 yg wt awak terasa dan sakit ati
  6. cuba utk tidak wat awk merajuk
  7. cuba utk membuat awk senyum setiap hari
  8. cuba utk membimbing awk semampu saya..walaupon saya pon tak sempurna..tp sy cuba semampu sy...bg saya..tugas saya utk jaga dan melindungi awk
  9. cuba utk menjadi lelaki yang creatif dan tidak membosankan
  10. mencintai awak sepenuh hati sy selamanya
maafkan saya taw..

status

H.A.N.G.I.N.G... =|

Love

assalamualaikum...salam utk semua~~~ hahahaa <>

hurm...td time ak tgk kt nedi punye blog.....ak terjumpe sesuatu..bukannye gambar2 yg diedit menggunakan tepon baru bliau ((ayat jeles)) hahaha...tp ble terlihatkan ak nyer blog last update 4 weeks ago...gle lame..bole lak ak xsedar..huhuhu....hurm...itula..mase makin singkt ak rasekan..ak pon xtaw nape..mgkin sb idopku sekarng mcm xde life gle..life tu mmg la life.kalo x xde r ak yg menaep entryku ini..tol x?huhu...xde life meaning there's one piece of me is missing...but i guess its not a piece..its pieces...mgkin sb ak skrg lam keadaan "berehat" seketika...membuatkan ak terfikir akan org2 yg ak rindui..ntah la...huhuhu..ak sebenarnye bertuah sb ak ase ak dikurniakan oleh rmai teman yg ad disisi ak..wlaupon kenkadang memember ak neh kejam..men kutuk2 selamber..tp tu yg wt ak rindu korg..huhuhu....n ak juga rindu family ak...bia la org nk kate ak omsik sekalipon..kate la...i jugak dpt phala uols~ hahahaha...yg penting ak ttp syg family ak..even ak xpenah ucapkan dengan kata2 yg ak sayang family ak..sebanyak ak katakan kt si dia..bukan ak nk salahkan si dia..tp salah ak...salah ak yg alpa..knapa ssh benar utk ak ungkapkan kata keramat utk keluargaku..? n sejujurnya...wlaupon ak menidakkan..percayalah..2 je bende yg leh wt ak menitiskan air mate...krna tkutkan Allah (even ak taw ak bukan baek sgt pon) n krna semangat kekeluargaan...even kalo ak tgk cite pon...contoh cerita CINTA yg amt best tu...kn ad 5 couples yg berbeza kisah cinta diorg...n yg plg wt ak syahdu is scene yg cinta akak n adik die tu...akak die sggup derma jantung ke hati..ak lpe da..kt adik die utk selamatkan adik die wlaupon die terpksa mati...siyes ak menitis air mata..huhu...cinta itu indah kan?ak mmg jiwang..sb ak menghargai setiap cinta yg hadir dlm hidup..tp sesungguhnya ak sering alpa...ntah...

sayang ayah saya..sayang ibu saya..sayang kakak saya..sayang adik lelaki pertama saya..sayang adik lelaki kedua saya..sayang adi
k lelaki ketiga saya...sayang adik lelaki keempat saya..sayang adik bongsu saya..sayang dia..sayang kawan2 saya... **kan bagus lau diorang leh dengar betapa saya sayang mereka?**


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adik bongsuku tersayang~
ibu, deq ain, ayah

dari kiri: nenot, minah blurr~, aku, mat jambu.. ((hahahahaha)

dia

piCtuRe~


Love dis pic so much~~~

iKLan sMart~

Rasul MeLayu????? WTH!!!

salam semua dan selamat sore....

hambe sbgai sorg umat islam nk bgtaw kt kawan2 la....

ad anasir yg cuba sesatkan kite skrg...

wlaupon ak taw ak bukan baek sgt..

tp ak ase bertanggungjwb nk igtkan kwn2 sumer..

Rasul Kahar ((Konon la sgt)) da maju skrg...ak ase mamat ni dloo penah masok mahkamah n declare xngaku rasul da..tp org tua ni wt hal lg...

mcm2 la...ni la ssah....tua2 xsedar diri..mslh2....

ni die wt blog... >>> http://messengerofgodtoday.blogspot.com/

ni ak bukan sowh korg ikt...

tp hayati kebangangannye yg paling terserlah.... perlu ke ikut al-Quran kalau ase diri tu Rasul..bukan setiap Rasul ad kitab sendri ke??

xpatot tol org tua ni..sabo jela...

same2 kite ban blog ni..

tolong flag ea blog ni kwn2...

mintak tolong same kawan2 laen..

tolong...

huhu...

p/s: creadit to angahpikah sb post kt blog die..

jom ramai2 buh lam blog n condemn same mamat xsedor diri nih....

O . m . G

salam sumer~~~

hurmm.....igt lg dulu2 ak penah ckp... "ish..xsabar r nk keje...da xde smgt nk stuD..!"

tp skrg...apsal mcm ak tensen je keje?? ((aaa...ak xkje lg..practical bru..bajet je..kui3...))

hurm...keje ke stuD...mane best??

............... ((duk pk..... )) ............

terbukti student life is da best!

bukti paling dekat:

time dkt utp.. ak pnye r kaw2 suke kuar lewat mlm...kdg2 siap leh breakfast kt mapley ameeth tu... ((rndu ameeth)) hahaha...

tp sejak intern ni........td ((4th Sept 2009)) for the 1st tym br lepak luar..tu pon bru leh lyn karok...lepak sat....tp tu pon kjap gle....

arghhhh....ini bukan ak!! hahaha (emo laks!)

xsabo nk balik utp......

bukan sebab rndu uTp... tp rindu kt mereka2 yang ak syg kt uTp tu...ad la beberape...xleh ckp..kantoi...hahahaha...

menghitung hari...huhuhu

tp pape pon..i'll do my best mase intern...

actually best sebenar intern kt PFK....

nape??

sb ak di'treat' as an adult.....mcm family....amt sgt best...sV pon sempoi gle....

mcm bebas jgk....huhuhu....

tP....

arghh...ak kompius....

lau keje cam blaja leh x??

leh ponteng keje...

leh tru report member...

hahaha...

papepon..life must go on~~~

Cari Jodoh - Wali Band



best2.....

khas utk kwan2..haha

Bersama cegah H1N1

riNdu kOranG...


korang....

ble nk lepak same2?

meh r Gurun~~~

huuuu...

peMbuka kata

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

salam semua...hmmm...ni da brape x ak wat blog....

harap2 x ni jd...

hmmm....... ( xyakin ngn dri sendri )

haha

papehal lau ad post tlg bace ye kawan2...tolong!

heee....